oooh.

i got so fucked up last night.
honestly, i think im super FUCKED a person.
fuck it.
hmm, i think hes had enough.
and i think ive had enough too.
why not jus let it b this way.
rather dan to have no fship.
yea, me and lu are too close fer comfort.
slowly den we'd drift apart lo.
sighs.
i dunno wot i wanna do.
im so shagged daily.
i wanna be a NON_LIVING ZOMBIE.
cos being one sucks.
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im super green eyed abt jo and sheryl la.
im like thinkg too much.
but i think nth wil evr stop this childish shit bhaviour of mine.
so i think its better we end it u noe?
once and fer all.
bsides now hes like going to poly, whr im here slogging my guts out fer myself and my future.
different perspectives in life.
and in our goals.
i think i rather someone work in that same way of mine so we'd have thgs in common.
oh wells, mayb its best.
i shld have owaes sticked to findg someone that shares sth with me.
different personalities melt to form one.
but yet, ours jus burn with much fury and it aint meltg.
thrs no understandg.
ive grown to noe..
lose him, so be it.
thrs gonna b someone better owaes.
he aint the one.